When Alex requested that SexToys.co.uk send us a ball gag I was a little nervous. We’ve experimented with bondage before. Blindfolds, home made gags, handcuffs and rope. All of these experiments have been relatively gentle and because they were I suppose approachable and sort of friendly because they didn’t involve the use of purpose-made equipment or things that you couldn’t find lying around the house.

Maybe there was comfort in the mundane?

When it arrived, in my favourite colour purple, I was the first to open the packet because it looked so attractive. When I handled it the texture of the leather and softness of the synthetic rubber ball drew me, making me want to hold it in my hands and imagine what it would feel like in my mouth. Alex denied me that experience until yesterday evening.

We were in bed watching some porn and Alex must have had the ball gag to hand. As I enjoyed the sight of two gorgeous girls in basques attending to each others needs 😉 the ball gag appeared in from of my face, dangled from Alex’s hand. I turned my head to look at him and he smiled in a way that was happy and cruel at the same time. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him look like that before.

“Sit up” he said.

I did so and felt the ball pushed firmly into my mouth. The leather strap tightened around my head. Alex pushed me forward, obviously wanting me on all fours with my head towards the TV so I could watch the girls licking each others pussies, with more force than I felt comfortable with at first. However as my face pressed into the mattress I realised it was exactly what I was after. I could feel myself biting down on the firm but soft ball and wanting to be manipulated.

Alex’s cock pressed against one buttock. I could sense him scrabbling around for something. Then he pressed against my pussy lips and pushed inside. My rising excitement had made me wet, too wet. I wanted to be taken more forcefully than this but my lust and need to be penetrated had lubricated my snatch with a river or fragrant arousal.

I felt a crack across my left buttock and gasped. The ball gag fell out of my mouth. Masterful Alex may have been, but he’s fundamentally gentle and had not tightened the strap on the ball gag enough. 😉 He leant forward and because his cock was still inside me rather awkwardly repositioned the ball gag and tightened the strap until the leather each side of the ball pressed hard against the corners of my mouth.

He began to thrust into me. I wasn’t able to encourage and moan in the way I normally do. I could only groan and gurgle, conscious, perhaps too conscious that I was beginning to drool. I wanted my hands bound behind my back and I wanted the girl I could see on the TV out of the corner of my eye to be sucking and nibbling at my nipples while Alex fucked me. I wanted everything!

There was a sharp cracking sound and a moment later pain flared across my buttock. A sharp pain of the leather whip Alex was wielding biting into my flesh and sending me into a whirl of emotion.

I don’t like pain in the way that a true masochist likes pain, but during sex I’ve occasionally liked a playful spank. Lately more so and with the ball gag in my mouth I felt I was becoming some sort of pain junkie wishing he would strike me again and harder – which he did. 😉

I bit down hard on the ball and felt myself becoming wetter than I ever should have been. I felt naughty, controlled, ecstatic and strangely separate from the sensations I was feeling. All this from a simple sex toy?

Perhaps it was that I’d never experienced a ball gag before, perhaps it was that I was ready for this sort of sex but the purple leather ball gag from Spartacus opened up new doors. Maybe it will for you.