When Alex requested that SexToys.co.uk send us a ball gag I was a little nervous. We’ve experimented with bondage before. Blindfolds, home made gags, handcuffs and rope. All of these experiments have been relatively gentle and because they were I suppose approachable and sort of friendly because they didn’t involve the use of purpose-made equipment or things that you couldn’t find lying around the house.
Maybe there was comfort in the mundane?
When it arrived, in my favourite colour purple, I was the first to open the packet because it looked so attractive. When I handled it the texture of the leather and softness of the synthetic rubber ball drew me, making me want to hold it in my hands and imagine what it would feel like in my mouth. Alex denied me that experience until yesterday evening.